i also need help can't help my quills please don't mind the pain i try to keep them flat old memory confuse new emotions my defenses flare up kicking screaming and fussing i draw blood no one wants to come close afraid alone in the knife drawer i live exiled deemed dangerous and edgy these 6 enclosures no windows alone my stubborn nature refuse to yield i will over come a home i made i love my home my comfort and haven small heaven to me no porch light no second chances forgiveness lives next door