Are you my family? Enemy? Or my deserter? I was stuck with bills and a reputation where I had to endure stares and revocations. Revelations I learned that blood is never thicker than water. Falling down stairs A broken and feeble weak man Nights of hospital rooms and no one to visit me as I healed from hell Again and again I believed their lies and I had been the one who had fell to their lies and actions they ran away and left me to take the blame to take the fall A bleeding heart and knife stabbing emptiness My true family was not a sister and or brother It was another Who held out a hand and then walked with me Not to place me as the scape goat or the fall guy For they tested me with truth and opened up my blind eyes For blood is never thicker than water until they cut you and bleed you and make you sick Then the ones who value you the most do pick one up when he is sick