This is for the three A.M writers, The four A.M coffee drinkers, because sleep isn’t useful at this point. This is for the daughter that lost her mother at age twelve and never stopped smiling.
This is for the boy that knows that the closet will only be kind to him for a little while longer but can’t bring himself to leave quite yet,
I see you.
I see the smile fade for just a second, the small tear run down your cheek. I see how quickly you wipe it away, scanning the room to make sure no one saw, but I did.
This is for the social smokers, and the casual drinkers and the avid vapors that think that cotton candy flavored juices won’t give you cancer… I see you.
I see you post drag, look at the cigarette like it's the first time one has ever been in your hand. I see the moment you realize you want your lungs to give out. I see you raise it back to your lips.
I see you sip from a coffee cup at a football game, but oh don’t you wish it was coffee, but instead coffee brandy burns your throat as you try to forget all the bad things he did to you.
I see you.
I see you wince at the final sip, not only because you took too much to swallow, but because the pain made you realize what you have let him turn you into.
This is for the class clowns. The boy that tries so hard to make other people laugh because he can’t remember the last time he actually smiled, and if he can make other people happy for just a second, one day maybe he’ll be happy too.
I see you.
I see you after landing the punchline, analyzing the classroom, and when the roar of laughter fades so doe’s smile that never quite reached your eyes.
This is for the the invisible. The “unmemorable” face in the crowd. The people in public with their face in a book,
I see you.
I see you watch quietly in the background. Listening to everything around you, never brave enough to speak up.
I see you.
This is for all of the people that at one point in their life thought no one was watching. That no one ever cared enough to see you.