I am all alone
I have lain in this bed for hours
I can’t get up
it won’t let me
my body is frozen in place
as it curses through my veins
leaving me shaking
and unable to catch my breath
I try to form thoughts and
bring myself back
but it jumbles them
and I can’t think
everything is moving too fast
and I can’t think
and I can’t think
and I can’t
and I
I desperately try to think of someone
to help me
my mind goes through all my friends
and family members
no
no one understands
too many questions
I just need a hand
to pull myself out of this
but I am all alone