Suicidal tendencies? thoughts like these disrupt communication alienate you from the general population and end up with you being wheeled into a private sanitarium or even worse a council crematorium.
I never think like this and while life's not always a bunch of bliss I'd rather have a punch on the nose than suicidal thoughts like those
and who knows how it would have turned out
if only you'd hung about to find out and now you'll never know.