The boom of the explosions outside my window do not wake me Never again will they wake me, for my bones are too dusty And the air will not fill me It is a chasm of disasters in here Open the windows let it air out Let me out Let the sound echo no longer I am long gone I am farther than I have ever been I'm cold now, I'm hollow One fight and we’re battleships sailing across the seas To entangle in arguments so deadly we’ll both be hurt So vicious I swear we were feral dogs in the moment so-- I’m sorry I didn’t mean to Deep inside I want you so close but your face-- It just tears me apart it Revives every memory of the hurt and my bitterness explodes out my fingertips around your throat I-- I hate you.