and i rip off the chain you got me three years ago and i chuck it at the mirror and it shatters the glass seven years of bad luck my *** because if karma existed i wouldn't still be around and you you would be anything but what you are because you are everything that ever meant anything to anyone who ever cared and i was the anyone who cared and i am the one who cares and 'He' doesn't exist because if he did why would 'He' let me feel like this over you someone who wouldn't look me in the eyes someone who put on a show to leave me for someone new and every little while I'll ask mutual friends how you've been because i care too much not to check in and it's always the same answer but i know better than to believe myself because you're not better off without me, but then again you weren't better off with me so i will pick up the pieces of glass and put them somewhere where they are not a danger to me or my bare feet and then i will go to bed because the only way i can get away from you is to sleep because my dreams are still blank.