Sitting against a wall
Beginning to rise and fall
Fill to the very tip must not be wasteful do not let it drip

Quickly quickly must find vein insert inject relieve the pain life feel the sadness wells up . my tears are most the time trap for years tucked down deep inside for the monsters outside  can't get in my head. the Visions multiply stealing my memories instead so yes it's the truth I do agree and do a shot after another shot so I can be free to drowned out this hate have for myself **** every inch of my life away so I can live and breathe without the pain but am I broken or am I insane