Let the whole world go to Bits of narcissistic appraisals Thumbs ups and shares Plenty followers to Cover up a sense of isolation They wish would fill the hole that Seems too scary to explore And I... I just can't stop looking into it Each and every day And it fills me with Dread, mystery and light Of some other kind That only monks see well I was never like them But always wished to find That place I would Finally belong toΒ Β Somewhere at the edge Of a morning leaf Where dew drop Is about to fall
Funny, I visited a zen monastery and felt truly at home. Some monks thought I was enlightened. And I... was too narcissistic not to be affected by their praise. Breathe in and let go)