Desires unlimited, invisible hues spiraling up into the shrouded sky Ringing in my ears a brimming sense of hope Enveloping my heart as it swelled, pumping Adrenaline through my blood. Eyes tracing the invisible trajectory skywards "May my wishes be realised." A prayer whispered Soft like a baby's breath, soft like the landing of an autumn leaf.
Lingering in the air was an acrid stench of Impatience. Ears straining to hear the resounding boom which should have followed, eyes frantically searching for the vibrant colours which should have followed. Yet, it was just Silence.
Retreating, surrendering, it doesn't matter which came first. Energy sapped and knees scraped, the monotone of each day resumed. Agreed, my heart still skips whenever a flicker of hue shines through the blinds. Yet, Left behind were the days when I would abandon my demons to chase the Intangible bright lights. Thrown behind were the days when new scents would make me dance in the rain.
Yesterday, I slept while diamonds lit up the sky.
16.08.18 If my memory doesn't fail me, I wrote this when I decided to give up useless thoughts and feelings and dedicate myself to my studies. But I guess it could be interpreted as giving up/letting go of someone as well.