It's hard to say goodbye Just to detach from the mess It's hard to look you in the eyes And not coward before my words Letting you go like the wind Once it brought you just as quick in my life Like magic being seen on stage I looked into your heart and liked what I saw Then things were brought to my attention And I thought then to end it but didnt Then I failed at keeping up to my end of the deal And you should of ended it but didn't So through years of ups and downs It has come to the bitter end Too much negativity And I can't deal with it anymore You pushed me away And maybe you had every right But now there's more than just us Another life is involved And I pray there's no goodbye But a very warm welcome throughout her life