I want you in a way that isn't natural and in a way that doesn't make sense and I'm seething with wicked lust and lewd intentions and I want to peel off so much more than your clothes and its more than wanting to know what you taste like and to feel you tanlged and moist around my limbs and hardened flesh and there is something I want that can only be found within the broken pieces of your soul and the shattered collection of your broken hearts that threatens to swallow me whole and take me deep into the abyss of perfect pain and despair where the devil himself weeps for the secrets of love and suffering only you know and I want to dance there in the darkness with you and stomp and stagger until we find a way to love and find comfort and beauty in the ugliness of it all and to kiss each others scars with tender grace and acceptance and know that we are only beautiful when we find ourselves with the ability to love not only  when the sun shines from lustful lips but when despair shrouds our hearts with doubt and fear and we can stay steady in our ship as it is claimed by seas of cruel fate and we sink together rather than survive apart and it is at the bottom of this endless ocean and dream of love you will find me waiting for you