Is this a momentary passing? Forgetting what you're missing, Running and never regretting. Looking at trees for the first time. And thinking how weirdly alive they look. I felt like a newly bought old book. I kept replaying the same old scenes. Familiarizing the pain of seeing you leave. Everyday I lie to forget how miserable it feels. But then I go back seeing the trees. How those leaves move as the wind breeze. How they come alive under the light of a tall post in the dark of the night. Ironicaly reminding me of hope despite a dark fight. And all of a sudden I feel my inside smiling. I look up and saw one star in the night sky shining. Once again I am humbled to be reminded. There's one star in the vast of the sky still shining. That could mean love, hope and happiness all at His proper timing.