"swim with us, don't be scared." they said so i tried to culminate courage and jumped "just try to calm down" i plunged in the freezing, fathoms-deep lake "everything's good" and a blast of trepidation embraced my body "it's not that bad" they all frolicked like they can't feel the enormity "it's all in your mind" while i felt weak and i was trembling, but i smiled "just don't think about it" i was slowly sinking, and before i knew it, i was drowning "try not to drown" so i cried for help, but fear and panic engulfed me "just try a little harder" but i continued to sink and my lungs were straining for air "only you can help yourself" and i sank deeper, my lungs tight and burning "it's a sink-or-swim world, you know?" i drowned and that's when i realized i can't swim