Ah! if my youth were a perdurable trance! My reality not roused till a sun's expanse; where an aeon could prompt the first blush. Perhaps, though those extended dreams were flush with futile grieving, yet better than algid facts of Existence, & relieving kindled verve, to whose heart just is, and always has since birth; still within the pleasing earth, a snarl of longing rage from her surge.
But should it come to pass--that vagary unceasingly continuing-- as trances have always passed in my youth--could it be this winnowing revelled in the sky in dreams in their bright truth found lost within a great lie in dreams of happier times? I shall slumber a bit longer, to seek out the scatterings of Life's little difficult answers: but I age all the while I sleep on hopes and wake I still anchored.