I have murdered my selfrespect. It only took one look and in that time everything I stood for crumbled. I am marred, all it took was a smile, a touch, skin on skin. The gentle caress of your fingertips on the back of my hand, that is all it took to break my restraint. As we tore at our clothes, we freed ourselves we became one, in that moment something happened that I cannot explain. I lost everything, yet found something.