You gave me candy on the school bus Gobstoppers, as I recall I shoved it in my mouth and smiled We were children I gave you a kiss in return In high school, we were inseparable Till I went to the academy Then you were there everyday afterward We were too young You were my best friend, You loved me, once Then you hit me I was too free for you, I suppose I didn't love you like that but, I wanted to keep you For your smile and candy Maybe you thought you could beat love into me I don't know You hurt anyone who I called friend or family Shedding blood Theirs, and mine Still, I honored our time I had vowed to So you needed me again, As you lay in that hospital bed I went to you, as the child I once was Brought you and your blood drenched hands back home with me You wanted more than I could give, my childhood friend, husband You weren't content with just a companion, best friend So you took my freedom, my sunlight
We vowed till death And that's what you gave me
I don't speak or write of these things often. I don't know why. Some times it festers I guess. I got away. Physically.....