I'm summoning--I'll summon you
Concoct you out of smoke
And mirrors of a universe
Parallel with midnight's stroke

I'll smother all my brains in thoughts
Right into smithereens
See you in every memory at once
In a million figurines

A hundred of your laughing face
No--ten of them are crying
Some dancing, running, looking, loving
But all of them are dying

I have no indication of
The way you left my side
I don't know if you ran away
I don't know if you died

I'll never know why you aren't here,
How everything's been none
What magic made you disappear
Or how it could be done

The flame that licked across my skin
I felt it every night
Each part of me consumed by it
Now radiates a haunting light

My surface glows a ghostly gold
From every place you've kissed
With fire taken from your soul
There's not a spot you missed

The light of you that beams from me
Too bright to let me close my eyes
I'm losing recollection now
Your love, derangement in disguise