I want my boyfriend back, I'm going crazy . Worry eats my life away . Piles and piles and piles and piles and pileS and pilES and piLES and pILES and PILES AND P I L E S of stress . I don't usually eat in the mourning . He left, but not really . Get the hell away from me, Ana . He still loves me . I could have some fun with this . He really loves me . Remember that he loves you, and that he is struggling and scared . Support him, love him, do not feel selfish . I know what I have to do and I will do it . I love you and I accept you . Danish friends . I miss our "What?"s and "Nothing."s . He called me Lovey . Snappy Cappy . Sometimes I need to lose myself to find myself . I touch the grass and I know what's real again . Calm . Casa Del Sol, R. S. Felker . I have to remind myself what's real . 60,000 dollar scholarship . Doubt . Lonely . I can't tell if it's him or me that gives me vertigo . A chore so simple as sleep silently calls my name . It's easy to cry while doing dishes . Okay, I'm over it . Friends and Glee . Don't think about it . I want to be loved, please . Alone .