in salvia divinorum in sage in palo santo and in prayers in copal and frankincense in sweeps of the air in magical passes in hours of concentration in mindless arithmetic in mental gymnastics in solitary confinement in long stretches of time in short walks and long talks in cafes and picnics in the park i hear your voice and see your face i speak traces of your eloquence and revisit all your names deaf as a hummingbird in spaces of the heart i am a colibri and will surely find my art