The train pulled into the station It was the beginning years The days were not my own Her, yanking my arm as we boarded Me, following unsteadily down the row Hers, the only seat available Something to be shared Something to be taken The sounds of the engine and passengers Giving me hope for more My purpose and destination unknown
The train pulled into the station It was the young years The days were meant to be savored Me, ravenous for freedom Her, a haunting presence Something to avoid Something to push to the future My seat by the window, roomy with possibilities Giving me hope for more My purpose and destination are mine
The train pulled into the station It was the middle years The days were lived for others Me, dragging myself aboard Her, a presence in a crowded aisle Something to hide from Something to question The window frosted over, hiding the passage of time My purpose and destination traded away
The train pulls into the station It is the golden years The days and story my own to reclaim Me, climbing aboard, prepared and vigilant Her, diminished but unforgotten My seat fully my own Some stories to be shared Some spirit to be rekindled The sunset out the window, guiding the autumn of my life My purposes and destination lighting the open road ahead
This poem is about the tumultuous relationship I had with my mother - even after she passed. I miss her and I don't...