I am grateful that was not the one to find
The cold hard husk of flesh that you left behind
Because even now after all of these years
A simple song or memory brings on the tears
I am grateful for the time we had though it faded fast
All the summers spring and seasons that could never last I
It has almost been nine years to this very date
And it still hurts when I try to elaborate
This constant nagging feeling that I am the one to blame
I was so certain that everything would change
But every one went on with their life but I was not the same