They've given me a new drug that helps me sleep Because I only got a couple hours this week My best friend says I shouldn't rely on the dope but Truly it's the only thing that gives me hope And I'm sorry if I look like I've been falling apart But last night I got too drunk at my old boyfriends apartment And we only broke up cause he's an ******* And I can't take constant annoying harassment To be honest I'd rather be on my own By they say a home alone isn't a ******* home