i could try to write and speak French like Wallace Stevens did, but it might not sound like me i could try to write and live in Camden like Walt Whitman did, but it might not sound like me i could try to write and beat my wife like Charles Bukowski did, but it might not sound like me i could try to write and drink like Ernest Hemingway did, but it might not sound like me i could write like anyone but i have to write for me i can only write the things i feel or experienced first hand and if my written words sound like someone else you know it might be because they felt it too and wrote it down because they had to because i have to