deep pain in my head and body this throbbing cancer that wants to take me with it into oblivion
scratching my eyes shredding my brain stealing my mind ….not wanting to let me go
the roots poisoned by light are shaken loose and tearing away from my body…
excruciating pain ... penance this salve for the spiritual pain with a physical form
#thisjourneyofdays
Written as part of a series - The Meditations #1 - #11, over three days at a silent spiritual retreat. more healing took place in three silent days that in three years of therapy. Go figure! Not there yet but it is a more productive work in progress. #thisjourneyofdays