It's far into the a.m. and I don't sleep Cant seem to get you out, Of my head You're there Still The undead, rotten thing you are I'm going to have to **** you, Again As I've murdered your memory hundreds of times It stinks of death As did your decaying heart I've drown you in whiskey, So many times If I ever did love you, You killed it, with that first bruise When we were 16 All the makeup and lies For shame For ignorance There are still blood stains here They seep through the paint My blood My never ending, waking nightmare I'm dead you know You killed me Maybe not my body, But my soul I feel nothing, Save shame, rage I'm going to have to **** you, This fear of you Your haunting memory,