If I could take back
Everything I have written
Would I?
I have thrown away so many papers
That I thought weren't good enough
Now looking back
I wish I could have them back
Just to see what state of my mentality was
Cause I know I wasn't sure of things
Just as I am now
But what words I used as a teenager
Was I negative
Like I pretty much am now
Or was I cheery
I doubt that
Just because of my history
But it would be nice to see how
The poems were constructed
Where I was going with everything
Maybe my words would be different now