Feb 2017
Dear Ex, guess what!
Today I met someone who seemed worthy, he spent hours talking and laughing but he couldn't stop staring, I then remembered the way you approached me with boldness, I did the exact same thing and went by him.
I thought, why not **** this stranger's life up, leaving him falling hard amongst the highs. He had a beautiful soul, I noticed the moment he said hi.
I talked with him as if I was intrigued, his words were sincere with me. I was a wreck, I looked at him, saw my reflection in his eyes... I saw you..see, I'm becoming heartless like you.
No strings attached, just broken promises, lies and pain, It was all for the thrill, It will be all in vain. I knew, I needed to feel whatever It was that you felt the day you saw me
...nothing, just another broken soul you wanted to torment. so, I sank my kindness, I sank the human that I am and showed all of me except the truth... just like you.
See ex, you taught me how to numb my feelings, play mind games, fool the hopeless, use their mind, body and soul... leaving them to feel never the same. I drowned in your emotional abuse, now I share your lessons, I'm now heartless... just like you.
I hope you are proud of the monster that you have created, I hope you are proud of this broken girl that you have neglected. I am now a fool, feeling stupid, losing out... and I may never know how to give and receive love, JUST LIKE YOU.
S.B
Today I met someone who seemed worthy, he spent hours talking and laughing but he couldn't stop staring, I then remembered the way you approached me with boldness, I did the exact same thing and went by him.
I thought, why not **** this stranger's life up, leaving him falling hard amongst the highs. He had a beautiful soul, I noticed the moment he said hi.
I talked with him as if I was intrigued, his words were sincere with me. I was a wreck, I looked at him, saw my reflection in his eyes... I saw you..see, I'm becoming heartless like you.
No strings attached, just broken promises, lies and pain, It was all for the thrill, It will be all in vain. I knew, I needed to feel whatever It was that you felt the day you saw me
...nothing, just another broken soul you wanted to torment. so, I sank my kindness, I sank the human that I am and showed all of me except the truth... just like you.
See ex, you taught me how to numb my feelings, play mind games, fool the hopeless, use their mind, body and soul... leaving them to feel never the same. I drowned in your emotional abuse, now I share your lessons, I'm now heartless... just like you.
I hope you are proud of the monster that you have created, I hope you are proud of this broken girl that you have neglected. I am now a fool, feeling stupid, losing out... and I may never know how to give and receive love, JUST LIKE YOU.
S.B
