when I was young
question keeps going around
and around...
in my innocent head
will I stay carefree
will I satisfied of being me
will I still have my parents
for my children to see
and my trusted friends
will I find them
will I will I

will I learn the real
art of love
of how it makes your heart
races....
faster....
faster than ever
like in the movie
that I even forget how to breath
for a second
maybe a minute
or for how much time
I spend with him
You
will I find you
will I will I

will I finally learn
the ache of a heartbreak
that can't be heal
with words
with pills
will anxiety be so overwhelming
that I end up suffering
will I end up drowning in
the middle of the sea mom
will I will I

am I going to die because
of my counting ages
or what if
I can't handle the world
that keep falling....
falling right on me
So I took my own life
and my history ends up with a tragedy
will I survive dad
*will I will I