I want to drink deep of the poison of lust The human disease and desire to do what we must Still I am startled at how sick I can be How much my soul aches and burns to be pleased Even though some say it is sinful to want it so much To linger and long for a soft and sensual touch I find myself lacking the strength to resist These carnal urges that seem to persist One look at her smile and I am ashamed to say I canβt help but think of her in a naughty way But under all of these fleshy concerns There is a deeper hunger that constantly burns It gnaws at my stomach like acid reflex And is far more subtle then a need for *** To hold and be held to comfort and be comforted To speak and be heard even when I am weak or perturbed And be allowed to do the same for her as well