My whole life has been a ******* crazy adventure. I have done some things that I will never speak of and wanted nothing more but to flirt with those demons forever.. but love has changed me, yet those shadows I have to put up with to be with this beautiful creation.. yet truly I want nothing more now but live every moment and every dying breath with her by my side. I want to give her everything.. I want a life amongst the normal world.. but I have destroyed every heart that has cared for me, trying to get out of this grave, while having to keep feeding these creatures.. trying to show her happiness, and she is facing her own abyss.. I would give anything to escape and pull her into my arms and make all these monsters go away but I am scared one might pull her back in while I am while my back is turned battling another and I wont be able to recover her.. that is why I have nothing to show for and why rainbows and butterflies aren't clouding up the world around me and that is why I am so stressed out... I love her more then anything and will either decay in torment with her or live life... either way I will be happy with her even if I am a meanie sometimes... its only because I want better for her and want her to be truly happy.. just wish she knew how much worth she really has in my eyes... Love you Miss Lacy Duncan <3 and I promise I always will!