Pen in my hand, Door on my side. Been two hours I simply am sitting. Could walk off by shutting my copy and breaking the tip of my pen. But what is it that I want to write but still can't.? I have so much but still unable to portray. I realized that I really cannot reveal my pain through my writings because I don't want this world to fall in love with my melancholy. "Let me live in pain. There is a strange healing". And I walked off by shutting my copy...