What am I to become? I held bottles of promises, And threw them At the setting sun.
Watching golden irises, Melting steel With their intensity, But hands refuse To acknowledge them As if they were viruses.
What am I to become? When every yesterday Is tucked under An avoided tomorrow, In a book finished by none.
What am I to do? When it's three In the afternoon But the sky is midnight Black further distorting The sullenness of blue.
All the first class passengers, Safely heading To their clean slates In Mars where It's free from damages.
What am I to become? A fraction of empathy, A fraction of passivity, Intermingling In one tongue.
What am I to become? An upgrade? Where streets collapse, My roof is still intact My weather still calm.
So is it hope, Or absolute dread, That's setting The first step In this unfurling road.
I was listening to a song called Saturn by Sleeping At Last while writing this. I think it's in contrast to everything I just wrote. But give it a listen.