the scale mimics me every morning I wake the pounds I shed only show my lack of self control control is what I crave my weight drops like flies but so does my self confidence fasting for days on end fighting my way to the top in a scandalous war against my body not realizing what I'm doing purging each bite of food I eat exercising 'till I see stars my hair starts to break off the end is not far stomach constantly growling staying up 'till 3 diet pills stuffed in my pockets this disorder will be the end of me
A memoir of when I used to battle an eating disorder called EDNOS.