Everything around me , it feels like its all crumbling. Like the evil slim is destroying my whole world . I feel like running away , hiding in a hole somewhere. I truly feel like giving up, this here very moment. Feeling like Christ has walk out of my life here. I feel like he has has given up on me, I see no faithfulness. Not now anyway, like I said it feels like my life is naught. I truly feel like giving up at times, like God has walk away. Shaking his head at me , my life is feeling so dreadful at times. I know that we are not suppose to rely on what we are feeling. But this life , does feel like I am on a sinking ship right now. But whether you swiftly sweep in to save this life of mine. Is yet to play out is still in the might be or might not be.