Again the dream creeps in.... It's a gray dreary day The sky is crying just like every one else there that I dare look at Leaves are falling down dancing In the wind until they land on the ground I see a hole and dirt beside it I hear someone talking a male's voice but I cannot understand what or who they are talking about Then a chill sweeps over me As a sudden realization about where I am hits me as my sisters squeeze my hands One on each side of me and I scream out and say NOOOOO Momma doesn't want to be all alone A silent prayer is lost in the wind As they lower the casket I start to feel weighted down and start slipping from The grip of my sisters and my family People are talking to me but it feels as if I'm in a tunnel and they are a long way off Then I feel dirt being thrown on me I think this isn't right why am I in the hole Momma cannot breathe Now I cannot breathe and then... I wake up