Away from my lungs I think it's good that I haven't cried in front of my mom and have had no time to shed tears for men. Away from alveoli my blood just can't take me anymore I breathe and it feels different from what it's supposed to be. I remember about everything and decide to close it forever away from words and images I think it's good that I can't talk anymore. This throat is happy enough I'm not trying to spoil the joy but I want truth and at the same time lies. Away from memories and thoughts I think this is better than drowning even though I used to be a deep sea creature.