I know that life throws curve ***** at us, even at a early age.
Sometimes out of the deep dark pain and suffering too.
That we might even attack some innocent person in our lives.
You might have even will that anger at the Christ at times.
But it does not matter what you have done in the past.
Christ still loves you, and still have a place for you.
All you have to do is ask for his Forgiveness, its that easy.
Be sincerely repentance in your attitude here in life.
We all have hurts, baggage's among other things here.