In times of crisis or trouble
I’m the one that keeps it together
When the world's crashing around me
I remain everybody’s tether
“Hey are you alright?”
I offer words of comfort
I tell them: ‘all will be okay’
No matter what the problem is
I have something positive to say
“You know…. its okay to be upset”
‘I’m fine’, I tell them all
When things happen in my life
Everyone around me is impressed
That I’ve overcome another strife
“Just keep hanging in there”
The truth is no one knows
That this is how I cope
I hide behind the happy mask
So I can give others hope
“You’re taking this…really well”
But somewhere along the way
I lost track of how I feel
I even tricked myself into thinking
That my happiness was real
“Are….are you sure you’re okay?”
But I can feel my façade cracking
Emotions are breaking through
I don’t have any distractions
And I don’t know what to do
“But..if you’re really okay…”
I force my smile even bigger
And laugh without knowing why
I’ll do whatever I have to do
To maintain this beautiful lie
“…then why are you crying?”