maybe the fault was mine. maybe i shouldn’t have done it in the first place. maybe it would’ve been better if i had let myself be.
perhaps i should have destined myself to be alone. perhaps i should have stayed quiet. perhaps i should have stopped fumbling with my fingers so much.
it came and went, but i wish it had went forever. i wish i hadn’t been infatuated with him. i wish he had never been infatuated with her. i wish i had let myself be.