desire I find I have developed for nice people and saints and givers for those who live their lives content and are good examples I have this friend you see who met all those criteria if I was in need no questions asked he was there like a father he was no questions asked he gave what I asked for even knowing at times I was asking for wrong reasons he just gave and said I was like a son to him he is my benefactor because by his example I have come full circle to where I am the one some people come to when in need and it is all because of him when they ask for help I try to give no questions ever