I am a pawn on my own distraught chessboard. The juxtaposed avenues of landscape instill a craving for regression. No desire to advance thanks to the looming gift of sacrifice. Lateral steps are cherished, nourished for too many seasons. An austere spring is beginning to cascade and crumble under the weight of the intransigent summer. The board begins to emit a cool sizzle from its pores. Pawns relish in their lack of duties but are never graced with the option of lateral steps. Stalked by the truer ivory pieces of enbalment, pushed by their slave driving synapses to chase the horizon for Bimini and longevity.