All corners of the house are haunted by old memories. I lost control and the imaginary point of support . All that's left was the silent,even the tears dried. And the ghosts of what I might have been suffocates me late at night. The worst days always pass slowly. I won't be another face on the crowd. I won’t be nothing at all clinging with what I might have been I'm trying to get more lucky this time I am trying to be stronger this time I'm trying to have a little more of time I'm waiting for the next moment . Not to die. All is a dive in a black lake with no sirens singing . I lost control again ,inside the the walls is not safe but out there it's not safe anyway. All that's left was the need a little more sleep fear of imminent future and how much more I’ll pay to get there