call this our moment,
no matter how broken,
heartbeats slowing-
where are we going?
call this my fault
forget how i taught
you how to breathe
is it that hard to see me?


and i’ve been a million places
and i’ve seen a million faces
none are quite like yours
and i’ve made so many choices
listening to the voices
that shake me to the core
am i a mistake
am i a quick fix
how much can i take of all of this?
i don’t know.
i don’t know.


call me so *****
call me so worthy
pretend like you’ve heard me
say you won’t hurt me.
call this the end
tell me it’s all pretend
that there are no feelings
is it easy to stop breathing?


and i’ve been a million places
and i’ve seen a million faces
none are quite like yours
and i’ve made so many choices
listening to the voices
that shake me to the core
am i a mistake
am i a quick fix
how much can i take of all of this?
i don’t know.
i don’t know.


and you seem to be
everything to me
you’re the reason i can see
what’s next for me.


and i’ve been a million places
and i’ve seen a million faces
none are quite like yours
and i’ve made so many choices
listening to the voices
that shake me to the core
am i a mistake
am i a quick fix
how much can i take of all of this?
i don’t know.
i don’t know.