I dreamt that you left
not-so secret words
in not-so secret messages
where those who I made mention of
in a different verse
brought upon
such the curse.

"do you love her more?"
the wretched ***** typed to you
"hardly,"
was your cold response

and through my tears
I had screamed and cried
and yet you still
refused to deny
it.

and I know my mind plays tricks on me
because I know you love me now
more than you loved her then
but I need the reassurance
that my logic is sound.