do you ever feel like your friends never cared about you? like your entire existence never affected them? hell they probs would've done better without you... you've annoyed them ever since you met them and now here you are still bothering them... you're probably the cause of their problems or making their problems worse for them and you know it you hurt them so many times and only came back to you because you were weak and couldn't go on without them in your life you want them all for yourself because you don't know how to speak to other people and make friends... how much longer til you've broken beyond repair? a year, a month, or just a few hours? when will you finally be consumed with despair? or have you already died inside and are too scared you'll mess up and have to explain to everyone that you don't have the will to live...
lelel tired friendos probs hate me like deep down they do I'm so annoying cuz all I do is complain about how I wanna die lol