and it is beautiful the snow fall making a winter blanket for all the trees meanwhile on the other side of the world a child in his bed gets his leg blown off or just dies with nothing but hunger and pain so I went about hanging lights on the two evergreens in my yard and the fake plywood santa in his sleigh and all eight tiny reindeer and had a realization again of a boy and a ******* the streets of downtown Atlanta, Chicago Detroit, or New York or Daleville with no home, trying to live out of a small chevy or Ford or Dodge , while Chevy and Dodge, got government help? And they have no books , and their mom has bruises and a broke arm and tries to care for them and cries while they sleep in the backseat and knows she could have done better and is against the windshield in her hating herself ashamed with not a bit of hope, and I sit the star on top of the Tree and the glow lights the lawn and santa winks in a pattern and Rudolph's nose glows red, and it is all so beautiful