when i am sad, oh god i'm sad but when i'm happy, dear god i'm the happiest person on the planet. but those moments are fleeting. those moments of pure, unadulterated happiness are the moments i long for the most. it's like i'm chasing a high i'll never get. i'm like an addict, constantly looking for my next hit in whatever crosses my path, a cup of coffee, a friendly face, a song, the sun on my skin, leaves crunching under my feet, trivial things, anything. those small things that used to bring light into my world barely create a spark now.
i was doing well, i was genuinely happy.
what happened?
i'm challenging myself to write at least one new poem a day