I was beautiful until the day you told me I was. The day I believed you and the look in your eyes told me I wasn't. I was "beautiful" as I undressed myself for your pleasure. I was "beautiful" when things went your way. I wasn't beautiful when others would look my way. I thought I was beautiful up until that day. I felt beautiful as our flesh became one. A connection of the soul to me was just your way of having fun. I thought I was beautiful up until the day you broke my trust. The day you broke me. Painted faces couldn't fix the broken girl. Looking in the mirror and all I could see were bagged eyes and the memory of the girl I used to be. A broken girl tired of all his lies. A "beautiful" girl who stayed up all night and cried. A selfish man who continuously lied. Killing the girl he "loved" on the inside. I used to think I wasn't beautiful Until the day I left your side.