when it came time to become a worshipping man I sought the word between the meanings saw spaces as the time I wandered long returns like the zip of a typewriter carriage returning tip and type and sit and wonder with no meanings far off in memory land a few novels and the Bible and Koran and Bodhisatva the poems of long lost men who died with no paper before those wise men How much I ask has been lost of wiser things that no more exist but in the ether?